Its you who taught me to see things through. That beyond what is visually seen, there is something that needs to be unraveled. To inquire and thirst for something that tickles my curiosity. And you taught me to understand even the least I could comprehend.
When a dull day has gotten me to slack, you chose to make me stand up. You put sense into my reasons that make me pull up my own strings and come up with the most bizaare littany that even the least sensible would agree. You may get into my nerves sometimes but will always make me lose my end of the bargain.
You introduced me to things I haven't known. Things I wouldn't be able to know 'til now if it wasn't because of you. You made me experience things I wouldn't dare do. And, for a while, I didn't really cared of what's happening around me!
You knocked into my consciousness that there's no laughing ban, really. That all I have to do is to open my mouth and give in to my own outbursts. It's you who caused me to stumble and just shrug it off and laugh.
You broought the craziness in me. I moved out of my box and done things, I swear, in my whole life I wouldn't have done. I'm no longer analytical because you told me it's okay to commit mistakes. That I really shouldn't care about what other people thinks about me and occasionally give in to any outrageous ideas I have.
You barged into my life unannounced. And for all the things that you have done to me, i learned to value you. For every decisions and choices, you'll always be one of my reasons. Never did I knew that you wouldn't stay still. Hell, you weren't really too good to be true.
You lured me into the abyss of reality that I forgot you're too ideal to be real. I owe you bigtime, too bad I expected so much. Nonetheless, thank you since you showed me there's no ideal reality. I may be having a hard time but I'm dealing with it, trying to shrug it off. You must really be a fallen anngel, sent to make me better and stab me in the end.
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